Monday, June 2, 2008

from another point of view. . .

I’ve been inside this ball of water for five months now. I kind of like it in here I eat at least five times a day. Whoever is on the outside is taking good care of me, but everything now and then I think I here people arguing. I hope its not the people who made me. I wouldn’t like it very much if I had to be around people who argue all the time. Then after the arguing sometimes I hear rumbling and crying after. I think to myself “oh, that’s what crying sounds like I guess, but why the tears.” I wonder what they look like, or why the even appear. Do my mommy and daddy like each other? I think they do, or how else would I’ve have gotten in here. I hear stories sometimes, they put me to sleep. The last one I heard, my mommy was talking to someone, it went something like this, “I love my husband a lot, but I refuse to let him threaten and hurt me. This our life inside of me and I want the best for her. I don’t want her growing up knowing that we have problems, imagine how that will effect her. She needs both of her parents and he says he wants to be there for her. We’ve been married for ten years, that’s why we’ve decided to have a baby, but for the five months I’ve been pregnant he’s been acting different. Is it because I’m getting bigger and he is finally realizing I’m pregnant and that our hearts have now really combined? I don’t know, but I hope he gets better before our daughter id born.” Doesn’t it seems like she is unhappy, but in love? I agree with her, I hope my daddy gets better before I come out of here. He seems like he is a good person when they aren’t arguing. He talks to me, and says how beautiful I’m going to be and that I’m going to have my mothers looks mostly. She must be a really pretty person, that’s all he talks about and how much he’s going to love and be there for me. My parents sounds like great people, but it seems like they have bad times when they realize how big I’m getting. I think once I actually arrive they’re going to be just fine. They love each other and I think I’m just going to bring them closer. But I still wonder what the rumbling is at times. . .

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